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Friday, February 29, 2008

COUNTDOWN : 1 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY. :D

Life after Common Tests was so gooooodddddddd. :D
Seriously, i have been leading a great life and i felt that everything is heaven.
Hahaha, and results has been satisfactory.
Passed everything, except for Mathematics, as expected i failed. ( Don't brood over it anymore. )
Mother Tounge sucks, i deproved from like an A1 to a C6.
Well done Jiahao, what a great performance!
I am utterly disappointed please, seriously.
I scored 20/40 again for my second paper 2 again!?
And it's like very pathetic please, demoralised.
Section 1 and 2 was screwed up, and i-don't-know-why.
Perhaps I am more nervous during the paper?
And my hand was like perspiring continously and i had difficulty writting on the paper.
I think like i am the lowest out of all N.A students who are promoted to take Express M.T.

Atleast i felt relieved that i get the top for Literature and Visual Arts.
Prize awardees again this year for Speech Day 2008. Weeeee-hoooooo. :D

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Today after school, went to the ICA building with Sis to make my Identification Card.
Like finally i am turning 15 this year, and i felt like being an adult. (:
And seriously, i do miss alot of my best friends. ( Meiqi, Taiyang, Amelia, etc. )
They're so busy with their school work, and so am i.
I want to have some outings, and i hope we could be able to meet up some other time.
School work has been relatively heavy, especially when they're taking pure sciences.
And while, i think during holidays they will be mugging as well since they'll be taking 'O's next year.
After registration for I/C, we proceeded to Bugis and had enjoyed ourselves.
It's good to see many people walking around the streets, and it's 29th February! :D
Yeah, this year is the leap year once every four years.
The previous leap year, i suppose it's 2004 when i am Primary 5.
Time flies so fast, and now i am like Secondary 3.
Everything just seemed to passed so quickly, like yesterday is a miracle.
Went bugis and bought alot of delectable chocolates and is inresistable.
How i wish i can like just grab everything and my house will be pilled by chocolates.
Plaza Singapura, wisma and lido.
The long bus ride back to home is really peaceful.
A good sleep, and a good music accompanying me throughout the whole journey.

Once again, Happy Birthday to all whose birthday who falls on today! ( Whoever you are )
And 2nd of March is arriving very soon, and i am so looking forward to it.

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PEOPLE, MY TAGBOARD IS ROTTING. TAG MEEEEE! (:
And Thanks Rachel, Weiting, Yizhen, Amelia and others for all your encouraging words.
I will definitely work hard on my E Maths, as well as other Subjects too!
Take care.

Love.♥

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Alright, common tests are going to be over.
Geography paper on Friday, i am going to strive all the way.
Mathematics paper was returned back today in Class.
The emotions is really complicated. Like, looking forward and felt that the chances to pass is 50-50.
I had confident that i may do well, but everything turns out the other way round.
Mr wong's first reaction when he passed me the paper : '' Jiahao, what happened? ''
And at that split moment, i knew that i did not do well for the paper.
And indeed, i failed. By 5 marks, out of 50. Realised that there's alot of careless mistakes.
Alot of 3-4 marks questions i did know how to solve.
Because a=1x, so a = 1. But i wrote x. which is completely wrong!
So eventually, even though i had a very long formula method of solutions and all the correct answers.
I scored zero. Because x in the first place should be 1 as that's the co-efficient.
So at the whole workings, there are just alot of circles circling my x!
Seriously, it's very wasted because i think all the 3 and 4 marks questions.
Will definitely affects my overall performance for the paper if i didn't made such mistakes.

I am disappointed, in a way or another. Very disheartening.
Spending 8 hours of time and sacrificing my sleep for the Maths paper.
Sleeping at 2.30am, and waking up at 5.50am the next morning and feeling slumberous the whole day.
Drinking coffee, and other drinks with vitamins to keep myself awake for the whole day.
Practising those sums, clearing my doubts, and this is the results that i am getting back.
And all those who didn't really studied or revise, all scored much higher results than me.
I don't know what to do now, it's only CA1 and it's already so *&^%$#@!.
So what am i expecting for the End Of Year? People are already looking down on those who failed.
Like, 90% of the class passed, and we're the minority of 10% who failed.
Going around trying to be arrogant, and as what rachel said. They're over-rated.
Can't you guys just think that there's many people who is much BETTER than you?
What's the point of being so proud of yourself and laughing at others? Stoping being a hypocrite.
Most of them were shocked when they knew my results, as i am one of the top student.
So, what's wrong with me? I better get back to my usual self, stop thinking too much.
And be top student again this year, and no one else could take my place.
I am quite motivated by DE LAOSHI's encouragement, so i am going to improve my Mother Tounge.
A1, is always my grade. This year, as well. :D

If i don't pass Maths this year, there's a posibility to be retained.
Which, i am sure, no one wants to and everyone wants to do well for everything and be promoted.
Like you know, Maths is just as important as English now.
New criteria for my Batch in 2009 was to pass English and Mathematics.
With another 3 subjects in order to proceed to Secondary 5.
Cut off points must be less than 19, which is so much challenging than before.
I got to pass Maths, no matter what.Sometimes i feel that i wanted to give up, but i can't.
Thinking of the joy that I pass Maths is definitely a thing to be looking forward to, an atleast a B3.
Issit too difficult to ask for? I don't expect much, seriously.
Sometimes i felt regret for not choosing to be promoted to Express. I don't know.
I miss the life of Lower Secondary with Miss Chan, and is very stress-free. Not as much as now.
I am sorry, this post is really Emo. You can ignore this if you want to.

There's no one i could turn to.
I just need someone to talked to.
Laughters is just my front image.
Tears and disappointment were just the inside of me.
I need help in Maths, but does anyone cares?
It seems that none of my friends knows me well, even the besties.
There's no encouragement, there's no comfort, it's just plan nothing.
I felt useless sometimes, i had tried my very best already, really.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

COUNTDOWN : 13 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY. :D

Had attended the Singapore biggest and floating street performance, Chingay!
On both Friday ( Preview ) and Saturday ( Actual Day. )
It was really awesome, the liveliness of the audience and the performance was great.
Adding to the gaiety and excitement of the Lunar New Year season.
Made quite a number of new friends while helping out at City Hall, and hello. :D
I think everyone was looking forward to the F1 car roaring down Singapore's streets.
The sound is really loud, but seriously it do rocks.
Met Liyan there as well, been so long since i last saw and hang out with her.
If i am not wrong, the last time we met was December 2006!
Time flies so fast, it's already 2008 and there's so many random topics to talk about.
The floats procession, as usual, was a colourful and glitzy feast for the eyes.
Overall, I am very satisfied that our hardwork do pays.
And, all the performers just went shaking hands and wishing us a Happy New Year!
It makes us wanted to dance with them as well.
Everyone was screaming and cheering, because the event had ended Successfully.
Two days of tiredness, finally there's some time for me to rest.
And Jiqing, together with others. Stop calling me Alice, i don't live in my own wonderland!
Had been pestered by you guys for the past 2 days, because Jiqing started it.
How evil will he be? He's annoying!
Anyway, think i will be going for Chingay next year or so.
It's been a wonderful experience. (:
Chingay pictures uploaded, refer to the bottom part of the entry.

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Common Tests are starting tomorrow.
English, Mathematics, Mother Tounge, POA, Chemistry, Physics, Geography.
Persevere, one week will passed very soon and I am sure to score well for all the Subjects.
Including MATHS!, the re-tests results just motivate me to Study and do better.
Quite a huge improvement from the previous paper. :D
No matter how much i couldn't understand in lesson.
I will try my very best to practice and do my own Self-Revision and prepare for the Common Tests.
Good luck guys, remenber : '' Confident is the key towards Success. '' ( From Mr.B )
So just be confident and have faith in yourself that you can succeed, and you will. (:
Jonathan, let's mug hard together yeah. I am sure the day will come.
God, help meeeeeeee!

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Today aren't good.
I think everything didn't go very smoothly for the past few days.

Firstly : My Mother Tounge results was just border line passes, it sucks. Not my usual standard.
Secondly : I am late for school for the very first time on Valentine's Day ( I woke up at 5.50am yo! )
Thirdly : I took the wrong bus twice a day after school.
I thought bus 53 is 113, so i board the bus and alighted at the supermarket.
Had a walk from supermarket all the way to the bus-stop oposite Hougang CC.
Reached the bus-stop, so i thought that the bus is 62 but it's 51!
Saw jiqing on the bus, and I think i am really living in my wonderland already.
His first question during the conversaton was : '' HUH, YOU SHIFT HOUSE ALREADY AH? ''
My answer is No, and he said this bus isn't 62 as he was on the way to NYP.
I thought that he's kidding at the first place.
Then, i realised that the bus is really on the right lane turning to another side.
What's wrong with me? Oh well, i hope tomorrow will be a better day. :D
Better get back to my usual self, think i have a weary brain. Not enough of sleep? Hmm.

ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE SOH MEIQI - AKA MEIQI MAMA.
I LOVE YOU, SENIOR. :D

SINGAPORE FLYER. :D

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Credits to Agnes. (:

F1 CAR. :D